ADDICTION
Now now don't go assuming it's something about cracks....no...no...no...
Haha...just a question here have u ever read a book that is so so addictive that u just cant put it down whenever u start reading it....?????? i got a few of those..... and recently it's the twilight saga.....which is so frustrating because i didnt bring the complete series wif me here...and i have to w8 till the next school hols to continue reading them... (cos 4 some reasons.... there is no English novels sold here) .
TWILIGHT, NEW MOON<>
this also happened to me when i was reading Harry Potter books..... they were so so good....i wont stop until my mom asked me 2 do something (nobody says No to .
my mum - its a compliment ok...)
can hardly w8 to catch 'new moon' i really really wanna see this scene...u know when bella went to the cullens' house 4 her birthday and she accidentally got papercut and Jasper cudn't resist the sight of blood and was about to storm at her when edward (handsomely and bravely) came 2 her rescue...??? ooh ooh so romantic hee...hee...
Hahaha dlm taxi nk p jetty. Lgu plng huduh dlm dunia! Sepanjang lgu 2 lyric yg sgt prominent adalah menggatal talipon. Pa dia!? Ah ah ah. Pahtu blh plak d mana menggatal?menggatal gatal talipon. Hahaha weird song eva? Urgh coughng, soarthroat, kahak urgh im struggling 2 stop coughing. Dat day kt airport otw g tawau punyala than btowk smp muncung2 mulut da. Didnt wanna b suspicious. U knw wif d h1n1 virus still at large. Dun wori went 2 d doc already. He said jus ordinary flu. Thank god. Musti i caught it frm my pupils. Most of them r sick dis past few weeks. Huhu ookey dats all 4 nw folks.
what happen in sabah...(my weekend saga)haha...a few things happend in these past few days.......let's see.....
1. since Tuesday i bertungkus-lumus train budak2 pre-school utk action song dier orang haha soo adorable....!!! tp boys....buas giler!!!!!....hikhik...
2. last Friday.....ader cat vomited dkt tempat aku di bilik guru....!!!!!! dah la masuk2 terus gi temat like always...tiber2 popp!!!! alamak...apa yg aku pijak nih.......isk!!! i dare not look......but in the end i gathered myself....and looked down......EWWWWWWWWW!!!!!! muntah kucing!!!! EWWWWW..... terpaksa menyusahkan akak.....yg sapu2 skolah tlg bersihkan aiyak........takperlah....sebab dier excited sebab aku ajar anak dier yg drjh 1 tuh and anak dier seronok blaja dgn aku yg gewdik nih hakhak.......(sebenarnya nak arap pujian ahaks)......oohh...there is nothing more satisfying then when u found out that what u taught in class stayed in your pupils' mind....even if not all.....wah wah.....akak tuh kater anak dier dekat umah musti ader ckp english......apa yg aku ajar aritu dier pektis2 dkt umah...hikhik bangga2....
3. hahaha tak sangka trip ke KK yg kami ternanti2 dah pon tamat...hukhukhuk....... tp sgt besh yey yey..........
k lah dats all 4 now......actually ader a few things yg terlupa dah hukhuk........nantilah kalo ingat...
xoxo......gossip gurl yg cun
people always talk....
i don't really know why people always talk about other people.....always scrutinizing every little thing that other people do or don't....always criticizing how people look and all.... don't they have any conscious in their precious brain and heart that whatever they say though as pleasant as they thought it would be...is actually annoying...???
herm.....in this modern world which consists of civilized people......educated people.....fat or thin a person is.....is a hot on the rack piece of story.....
"OH...U Gained WEIGHT", "oh.....u must b so happy there", "what did u eat? ten school buses?" "u should look after Ur weight don't be too fat"
those are the most common yet annoying questions or for me...remarks that most people around me tend to say or write or whatever....
so what if I gained a little or a lot of weight it's not like I'm using their body right...??? it's my own........and trust me i feel bad and unhappy enough with it and i don't need people constantly reminding me about it...
haven't they heard that words can bring a person down.....???? those things really affect my confidence and self-esteem and sometimes i feel really stressed out about it....trust me the combination of those feelings can bring a lot of trouble.......
if things got worst a person can be psychologically depressed and will start to develop eating disorder like becoming anorexic or bulimic or something....and even worse if that person has a history of being one......
as much as i try to close both ears and channel all those negative things out.....sometimes they do get to me....and i feel so bad about myself...
every time people say those things to me i would smile but trust me in my head i feel like smacking that person in the faCE and say stop being so judgmental!!! just let people be who they are and don't be so damn busy body......and try to not let people feel so down....
just remember......we always see the least in others.....but if we can see the least in our own selves and try to improve it instead of judging others...that is so much better....
words can cut like a knife.....
(haha...tetibe emo...just nak ingatkan jerk...kiter neh asik dok kater kat org jerk...sometimes some things are better left unsaid)
xoxo
ANAK-ANAK DIDIK KU INI
BUDAK 1: TEACHER SYAITAN TUH KAN ADA EKOR KAN...BENTUK EKOR NYA MCM ANAK PANAH TUH KAN...
BUDAK 2: IYA.....ADA TANDUK JUGA DI KEPALANYA TUH...
TEACHER: (dalam hati) ISK ISK PENGARUH TV BETOL!!!11
ini kelaar.......memag pengaruh kartun siap ader yg lain tuh kata syaitan warna merah......herm....sah dah TV.....
Omg! The boat is rocking like crazy! I m feeling kinda seasick rite now. Herm it seems like it was only yesterday that me and syafiq were looking 4ward to our k.k trip now, it is over! It was so nice to see n hang out wif some familiar n beloved faces. Thanx 4 such a great time. Im feeling teary rite now, it brought bck old n happy memories in both maktb n uum. We even shared so many funny stories about our schools n students. Ooh, n so many ppl are having their wedding or enggagement in june! Cngrats 2 all, syitah, nbil, chacha, etc join my club! Ahahaha. So not looking 4ward 2 going back 2 our place! Aiyak. 2moro is just another day of screaming,shouting n scolding those midgets haha. Oh, yesterday was syafiqs bday. Happy burfday lalink! Thats 4 now, xoxo dreamer
